Dear Girls,

ladies...

i'm hurting more than i thought emotionally possible.

i miss you all.

i hate needing people, but i think i'm going to need you for this one.

i love you.

my computer is dying.

CRAZY!

Hello loves,

Alright, so I'm super excited...I get my first day off in about 2 and a half weeks tomorrow (technically today) and Friday. YESSS!!!

So I know Emily won't be here :(

but...GIRLS NIGHT??? friday night? yes? please?

i figured i'd also let you guys know my work schedule for the coming week. since I'm never free anymore just so you guys will know when you can get in touch with/see me :)

5/15-1:30pm-7pm & 7pm-3:30am

5/16-8:30-9:30am & 3-8pm

5/17-(2-4) 4-10pm

5/18-6am-10am (10am-2pm)

5/19-8pm-1:30am

5/20-OFF!!!!

5/21-1:15-5:15pm (5:15-10pm)

5/22-2:45-7:15pm (7:15-9pm)

but the good news. I did request off the 28th-31st so I can go to FEST and the DMAC concert with all of you :)

but if we can't get together Friday...maybe next Thursday? :/

Hookie

I'm not going to class!!! hehehe I'm excited. Just thought I'd share :)

Home Alone!

Hi lovers
I'm home alone, so I decided to update you. We went to the party at the coach osue on saturday. Overall, it was a really fun night! Mo and I DOMINATED at beer pong. We avenged our embarassing loss and beat Domingo! YES! Drama only came as we were leaving. We came across a guy form the party who was completely wasted, bleeding and laid out on the sidewalk. His friend was completely dumb. Mo called an ambulance and went to the hospital and I was super angry that she left me. But we're all good now. There's definitely more details to fill you in on, but that's the just of it. Sunday Scott made me dinner (which was RETARDED AWESOME). Today was good but I was extremely sleepy alll day. I skipped out on the gym-tisk tisk! I've definitely gotten off my routine, but I think I may wake up early tomorrow and work out in the morning- it gives me energy and I like to get it out of the way. Life is weirdly calm right now, which scares me. Things with Scott are good. I hate that I'm ALWAYS analyzing my feelings. I constantly question things, which may be good cause then I avoid going through life ignoring everything, but sometimes its not good cause I question the things that make me the happiest. I think I'm still just getting used to Scott being here. It's definitely an adjustment. I was living the life of a single girl, not having to really answer to anyone and my decisions didn't really impact people. But honestly, overall, I feel so lucky. And I'm glad that I feel comfortable enough to ask myself the hard questions.

Megan- I'm so sorry about John. Seriously, come over soon. I think a girls night is necessary. A FUCK MEN night, which we're getting really good at :)

I love you girls!

guess who!

Guys, I want a name like Slim Shady. Like a cool street name that everyone calls me. Think about it.

Stephanie told me that I should open the floodgates and say everything that's going on in my life. This is going to be like some Noah's Arc shit, hope you guys have some floaties or something.

Anywaaaaays, happy mothers day everyone! I am currently taking a break from studying for my Human Impacts on the Environment midterm. Last night was really awesome--despite a few dramatic situations--and I wish you all could have been there. I got to catch up with a lot of awesome people, including the Seth-meister. He's a cool guy and I really like him but he's going through a lot of stuff right now so I'm trying not to get too invested....like I do with every crush! hahah!

It's been kind of gross outside and that really sucks, but I think I'm doing really well! I am not missing Pat anymore, except for a few weak and/or drunken moments. I feel ready to be single and be on my own for once in my (young) adult life. I am starting to get a little bit stressed about moving in a few weeks. I need to find a storage facility for my bed and my wardrobe thingy over the summer. For those of you who I haven't informed yet, I am planning on working on a ranch in California this summer so I won't be here :-(

This is getting too long and I'm a total space cadet. I hope you guys can follow my scattered thoughts hahaha I will try to be more articulate next time.

We should plan a movie night or something fun this week!

I'm hungry.

LOVE YOU ALL!

LINDZERUPDATEEEE

Hi Gorgeous Girls,

The retreat to Starved Rock was sooooooo awesome. I made some really great friends (some of which are in the city which is convenient!), I learned a lot, and I got to enjoy nature and quiet. It was the perfect little getaway!!

Testing yesterday was pretty standard-except for the nurse digging for veins in my arm. The results probably won't be back for about 3-4 days. If they don't find anything they could send me to a university in chicago to be given more tests, but I already told my mother I didn't want to do that. I'm hopefully going to have her talk to my doctor about trying other medicines.

Homework is owning my life right now so I probably won't be around much this week :(

Steph- yay for Scott!!! I'm glad you guys are getting into a good routine together

Megan- I'm so sorry you've been working so much, that puts so much stress on life. And Jon's an idiot obviously haha

Love you all so much!