I love this idea. Hopefully we can all stick with it :)
so and update on my life...here we go.
I know I've been super distant lately, and I apologize. I've been working like a crazy person, 34+ hours a week on top of school. That's why you haven't seen me. (oh by the way annie, they haven't started hiring people yet that's why you haven't heard anything from Vickie's) I can't wait until school is over! Jon and I talked and well, whatever. Found out he lied to me about having a facebook. I know it sounds like a stupid reason to get upset, but the reason why he lied to me is why I'm upset...what is he hiding from me? I don't know. We've pretty much reached a standstill for the first time in 3 years and I just don't care anymore. I'm done trying, he wants to make this work he'll find a way. Butterflies has been driving me nuts and decided on Cinco de Mayo to talk to me about my self destructive behavior (while she was drunk and I was studying...)
Basically, I have nothing exciting or happy to post about, but I figured I'd still let you all know.
I hope I get to see you guys soon, I'm at home this weekend so...maybe next weekend if my work schedule isn't really intense :)
I LOVE YOU ALL
so just a jon update real quick..this was our text conversation today..
ReplyDeleteme: hey when are we hangin out again
jon: don't know. i'm getting transferred next month.
me: to where?
jon: don't know til it's time.
me: that sucks :( are you being transferred permanently or just for a while?
--hour of no response--
me: so does this mean we're done?
jon: i don't know
me: well what do you want?
--end of conversation--
i'm pretty sure it's over and i'm definitely sure i'm way more upset about it than i thought i'd be.
random crying attacks all night...so awesome :)
OH MY GOD MEGAN I AM SO SORRY! That's so horrible! what a fucking douche bag. You deserve so so so so so much better. Ugh. Let's find you a winner. Come over soon for some TLC. xo
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